Easy now!
Posting some inspiration here. There was a time when I thought none of this was possible. The first 60 days were definitely the absolute hardest but once enough time passes and new habits replace the old ones you kind of just forget about it. I still have dark thoughts of what I could’ve done with the money but it’s not the same soul crushing thoughts that always pulled me back into the cycle.
I am so much more productive at work now and my fitness is at PR levels!
The only way this was possible for me was definitely relinquishing financial management over to someone else, go to 4 week gambling treatment, participating in GA, and getting counseling every 2 weeks. My counseling I don’t even talk about gambling anymore it has evolved into deeper issues that I’ve covered up and not addressed for so long because of my addictions.
Anyways life feels so much better on this side! F&$# GAMBLING!!