u/DreamerOfTheDeranged

So, laat year in September, I had started uni and was doing freshers, and on the first night a trans woman had cameback to me to my flat and we did have sex, but i had told her beforehand I didn't want sex as I get no pleasure from it. (I'm ace, and actually told the police officer that penetration made me feel like i needed to take a shit) But I still said yes because I'm a people pleaser who feels like the word no just makes people upset and it hasn't worked for me before. I now feel like I'm lying to myself and it wasn't sexual assault and I may have ruined her future because I'm also autistic and i dont know how people do things in social settings (I'm used to sitting in silence and blasting music). Am I lying to myself?