Cursed item bonded something with me, any cleansing tips?
I am a Catholic first and foremost. But Do you believe that there are things that can be something like a reverse relict or something like that?
Well 8 months ago during a war museum trip, I touched a real Japanese sword captured back in the war from a war criminal (the museum lets visitors to touch it since it's not respected due to it's previous owner.)
Well not just touched, but actually wielded it and played with it, even pointed it to my friend for a picture, now 8 months later, i've been into ton of fights due to short temper. I've had tons of impure thoughts and thoughts of commiting acts against humanity. I prayed for it a lot of times but nothing seems to lessen the wrath I feel permanently.
In real life, I got myself a week suspension in university due to my temper breaking and nowadays my friends are off with me with the things I say out of nowhere.
I feel that something latched onto me or got into me. And I am desperate for any solutions, I tried praying but it won't come away.