Withdrawals and weed use
I was put on zoloft while away in a rehabilitation facility without consent or even telling me they were changing meds. My experience with it was not fun at all, I had severe DPDR. Everything looked straight out of GTA, I had lines in my vision, and visual and auditorium hallucinations. Nothing crazy, just seeing people in my room, hearing doors opening, peoples breaking in and people luaghing.
While I was using this med, I couldnt just quit weed. I ate cheap gummies everyday. (just enough to be aware) and it backfired. The syntoms I mentioned worsened. But I'm so addicted I just couldnt stop, so I decided I had enough and stopped taking zoloft and risperidone (antipsychotic, something else they put me on without telling me) all together. F*** the weaning it. My med handler who only knows me thru a screen, says no to stopping them. But how can he tell me what to do when he dosent even know me in person? And after what I told him? Nobody would listen to that ***.
Its been 8 days since I stopped Zoloft. At first I had severe brain zaps, memory loss, racing heart, panic, tinnitus, coordination loss,migraines,palpitations, nausea, dizziness, and shaking. Now on day 8 I feel myself again minus having minor brain zaps and palpitations, occasional dizziness, and still seeing lines in my vision. BUT, ive been craving my edis more then ever. Everytime I reach for marijuana my brain zaps me 5x and my heart drops. Im obviously to scared to test it because weed acts as a megaphone for things.
Fellow marijuana users, how do you do it? when will this all stop? Its been since June27. When am I free to use weed? Why do these syntoms happen?