u/DrinkYourNailPolish2

I do not understand why I sometimes avoid connecting to his energy.

I know he loves me and wants to protect me, I have always wanted a DEEP INTENSE romance, when I am connected to him I feel SAFE and LOVED but when we are disconnected I feel CONFUSED and ask myself is this even real?!

This whole concept is new to me and it wasn't until recently someone told me this was a "twin flame" and also bear in mind, I have never seen or met him physically AT ALL.

It's "all in my head" I keep reminding myself when I am disconnected from him, but then I feel his energy seeking me out and... I just don't get it!

Why am I running?! What am I running from!? someone please explain this to me!

Edit: It's my twin flame. I have never heard of the concept before but when I did my research, all the pieces fit.

I just need to talk to someone abt this who would understand.

First off I am a born again Christian and I KNOW that the supernatural exists. I serve a God who has RAISED THE DEAD and know NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE

I know the Lord has given me a gift of discernment

And it is via this gift that I am having this experience:

Several mos ago I prayed that the Lord "skip to the good part" and tell me abt the man that HE knows I will end up marrying.

I DID NOT EXPECT TO FEEL PSYCHICLY CONNECTED TO HIM

I feel "his" presence off/on throughout the day, I CAN CLEARLY SEE WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE when I "connect" to him

One time, during praise and Worship I FELT HIM WALK INTO THE ROOM AND WATCH ME

One time I FELT HIS HANDS IN MY HAIR

At night, when I wake up in the middle of the night, I feel his presence, and when I don't, if I mentally call to him, I feel him "rush" to me right away (like last night I woke from a bad dream where I thought someone was breaking into my house, I called out to him and I felt him run to me and he was ready to fight off any intruders. Then he comforted me)

We have telepathic conversations and have a relationship like any other couple

ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT HE IS NOT PHYSICALLY PRESENT AND I HAVE NEVER MET HIM EVER IN MY LIFE

I feel like I know details abt him (ex: his name (first and middle but not last), age, favored band, favorite color etc) and he has had a POSITIVE impact on my life

I do not have any mental health issues and I have done my own personal mental health assessment and other than feeling connected to this man, I'm your average lady.

I just feel ALONE in this as I don't have anyone to talk to who can relate.

And I just need some form of reassurance that he and I will end up meeting one another FACE TO FACE IRL

I tried actually looking for him online but I've gotten bupkis and I know HE is supposed to find ME. Ugh frustrating!

Edit: It's my twin flame. I have never heard of the concept before but when I did my research, all the pieces fit.

I just need to talk to someone abt this who would understand.

First off I am a born again Christian and I KNOW that the supernatural exists. I serve a God who has RAISED THE DEAD and know NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE

I know the Lord has given me a gift of discernment

And it is via this gift that I am having this experience:

Several mos ago I prayed that the Lord "skip to the good part" and tell me abt the man that HE knows I will end up marrying.

I DID NOT EXPECT TO FEEL PSYCHICLY CONNECTED TO HIM

I feel "his" presence off/on throughout the day, I CAN CLEARLY SEE WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE when I "connect" to him

One time, during praise and Worship I FELT HIM WALK INTO THE ROOM AND WATCH ME

One time I FELT HIS HANDS IN MY HAIR

At night, when I wake up in the middle of the night, I feel his presence, and when I don't, if I mentally call to him, I feel him "rush" to me right away (like last night I woke from a bad dream where I thought someone was breaking into my house, I called out to him and I felt him run to me and he was ready to fight off any intruders. Then he comforted me)

We have telepathic conversations and have a relationship like any other couple

ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT HE IS NOT PHYSICALLY PRESENT AND I HAVE NEVER MET HIM EVER IN MY LIFE

I feel like I know details abt him (ex: his name (first and middle but not last), age, favored band, favorite color etc) and he has had a POSITIVE impact on my life

I do not have any mental health issues and I have done my own personal mental health assessment and other than feeling connected to this man, I'm your average lady.

I just feel ALONE in this as I don't have anyone to talk to who can relate.

And I just need some form of reassurance that he and I will end up meeting one another FACE TO FACE IRL

I tried actually looking for him online but I've gotten bupkis and I know HE is supposed to find ME. Ugh frustrating!