IM DEMONIC DOMINION ( what should I do )
Hello , as title say ..... I just need an advice!!!
Just advice ... Of what would you exactly do on my situation ... I'm not literally expecting similar answers but I rather would need to know the reason of your answer too....
I'm Christian... Since I was young ..... But there is a time a remember I used to be on one prayers team , doing aggressive strikes to devil and keenly making the evil side loose but I felt spiritually exhausted and voluntary chose to leave Jesus side just because I was tired of serving him. ( this details could mean something)
On my job seeking endeavors, I bump up to this workplace that it looks like a dream job at first
It was a spa ..... And I was there as a pedicurist... Just it
The workplace was too good to be true , it has ups and downs ... But mostly ups , honestly I never been on such lovely place
From may to this august ..... Things was going as it is .. but I start observe something "\*\*STRANGE\*\* "
every week there would be rituals , that they burn up , some stuffs , from which they supposed calling it as spiritual summons........ They summon some spirits ( probably demons , according to them they might be helpful demon ) for which it got abilities to pull customers from all directions , maintaining clients to not cheat out and sometimes clinging client's commitments and loyalty ........ For them it sounds normal and merely helpful!!!!!
As i first saw it ... I just hated the idea of interfering nor even asking because I believe it's rather to be none of my business .... Especially being inquisitive Infront of Rich people.......
But , since I set my foot on that place , as at a time I really wasn't on side of Jesus though I believe of him ........ I was just out touch ...... And most believe my own capabilities , so I thought my protection was so weak !!!!
Over time , I experience this scenarios .
Fear and anxiety !!!!
Extreme annoyed especially in matter of Jesus....
And the biggest of all , was DIZZINESS.... just take example as if you're floating , or you feel the heartbeat on your feet ....
What scares me , is that I went to hospital and nothing was wrong , unless UTI .... I was given antibiotics , but even on fifth day if them I feel this flotational dizziness....
I felt like I'm loosing myself .... I loose hope
But I just got the idea of downloading one YouTube video about aggressive prayers against spiritual issues
I feel my body is highly trembling , like it tremble involuntarily, I felt it moves in ways I couldn't ..... Then Jesus is on work ....then I felt fine ,and all dizziness went away ,and I felt strong again
But what makes me frustrated is , the goes and return of this trembling ..... Like this demons aren't leaving my body ... And I'm scared 😨
Jesus cast them out .....
But when I set my feet again , I feel the same feeling of dizziness ..... But when I'm out it disappears
Should I leave ? And run away off this things
Should I stay ? Then what
And if I leave where should I go that is very heavenly safe enough to Insure my spiritual safety?
Is sometimes Jesus all this to train me more