u/Dry-Duck-7378

i actually don't know what to do or what to feel at the moment. i feel lost.. i lost my job.. my relationship to my parents and my siblings are the worst as well.. and even my own relationship is on the brink. i overthink a lot and I can't help not to do it..

i actually don't know if this would be my last message..

it's hard to go up again, it's hard to be okay again.

i don't know what to do..

i don't know what would be the best for me.