u/Dry-Recipe-2638

Hii!

I have been attempting to be completely sober since the fall of 2023 and I have had a few slips ups since, and last summer had my worst slip up. It was incredibly dangerous and impromptu and I hold a lot of shame around it. BUT as of today, I am a full year sober. :)

I am a pretty alone person and those who know about my sobriety and addiction don't know the full story of my slips, so no one knows that this day is so monumental for me. Yesterday was really hard. Holidays for me are the worst because I feel more alone than ever. It feels like everyone is with family or friends and I am never apart of it. My closest friends are with other people and it hurts... i cried a lot about being alone and about not wanting to be, and I cried a lot about being sober and not wanting to be. However, right now in this moment I am allowing myself to be proud and I am so grateful I did not give in and that I can say I am 1 year stone cold sober!!!!!

Thanks for anyone who has read this ramble, wishing everyone the very best. 🖤

I work in an office building where multiple companies work in. This building is right next to a public park. Our parking lot is very public and next to multiple food trucks as well. Today as I was walking out, a man who works in the building was changing at his truck and i saw him fully naked, bare ass and all.. i looked away horrified so I did not see his junk but I easily could have.

It really upset me and I am not sure if I am overreacting or not. He was also RIGHT in front of the building and not trying to conceal himself one bit. I went back inside and told the main office where I thought he maybe worked and the girl was also freaked out...but am I crazy for being so uncomfortable and going inside to taddle on him??? Lolol

For context I am a 30 year old woman and he is a middle aged white man (go figure).

Anyways, thanks in advance. :)