should I even care about my ex best friend anymore?
so I have known this girl who I will call lisa(not her real name) ever since 3rd grade. Now to give some context Lisa is Russian and doesnt know my language very well. At the start of 8th grade a new girl came to our school (who is was a year younger than us) who was also Russian .So I told Lisa to go introduce herself(I kinda had to drag her to the new girl because she was too shy to speak to her). Well after they met they started hanging out together and eventually she kinda forgot about me. When I sat next to her she wouldnt speak to me and would wait for the new girl to arrive and then left me alone while I waited for few of my other friends. At one point I contacted her on discord and started talking again. After a school trip though she stopped talking to me again. But this time she reached out to me trying to chat with me but we didnt talk when I responded with "what". That was a few a months ago now I feel better but sometimes my mind drifts back to her and I just start feeling bad because this isnt the first time this happened (she had done it once again in 4th grade with an other girl from Ukraine) and that I could have avoided her all together when I was younger.