
I am sunni who thinks about becoming an Shia - part 2
Salam alaykum, so it's me. JoJo again
Recently I had found out that Karbala pilgrimage is indeed free, I thought it's just a rumour but since now I am deep diving into Shiism I was just curious about it (fun fact - Karbala was in Polish zone during Iraqi war, I wonder how Iraqis sees my people). I must admit I adore the piety of people of Karbala, they open their houses for pilgrims, set up stalls, share food with them and from what I saw they're generally friendly - even for sunnis, I also saw video of sunni in Karbala and he wasn't met with animosity but respect ( https://youtu.be/mJDBFhqWEbY?is=4CWQ4wGkJmJsg3XM ) but I have an question, how does it look like from a shia perspective? Is it shirk? I mean, do you guys enter Karbala to pray FOR Imam Hussein A.S or pray TO him? I know that due to Amman message that many Shia authorities advocate for are against asking dead Imams or holy people for help and should ask God alone (as far as I know, I could understand it bad way - please enlighten me if I did so) but I wonder how spread it is
I also find out about difference between usulis and akhbaris - usulis are main stream and are against animosity to Sunni Muslims but akhbaris are advocating for it. I also realized it from watching Daniel Haqiqatjou video about shiism that self flogging and other controversial rituals were about showing that shia identity is different from sunni one and it was kept during safavid era
I also have few last questions:
>What's your opinion about movie "lady of heaven"? I am currently watching this with my wife and there's many themes that just confuse me and surprise me l
>Due to tribulations in my life I couldn't finish high school but I want to attend some seminary from shia theology, not to become alim because I don't consider myself being fit for it (I also realize that paperology and lack of passed final exams would block me from getting formal religious education in University) but is there an option for someone with problems like mine to gain knowledge from courses to become student of knowledge? I actually used to record videos about Islam in Polish language and I hope I could do so from shia perspective