I still can't believe you have no idea anything is wrong. I still can't believe you think everything is great and this is the best marriage you've ever had in your entire life. Can't you see that I'm not happy? Can't you see that my belongings are disappearing from the house? What is wrong with you?!
I grew up being told you walked the straight narrow and you will be rewarded. Where are my rewards? Why do evil people around me get rewarded and I don't? Where is my reward? All I want is for someone to talk to, someone that will honor me, someone that will respect me, someone that will take care of me. What is so hard about that? I have done everything that you have asked for everything that you have required and what do I get? Two failed marriages, no friends and no support system? I have prayed and talked to you constantly during this divorce process, why are you silent? Why, are you silent?
I thought we had a connection, and you said you did. You were abused and cheated on, but yet you wouldn't leave her because of the kids. And yet you were exposing the kids to all of her abuse and horrible life choices. We would have made a great pair, and even better parents. I don't understand how you can go from a great connection to ghosting me, and I know you're fine. You didn't get in a wreck you didn't have a medical emergency, I just saw your picture on your church website. So why do you not talk to me? Did she find out? Did you have a revelation from the god that you say you love so much?