u/Due-Maybe-9145

no porn, no jacking off. i need to stop fucking around and face life like a man. if i actually do it this time im gonna have to eat the spiciest shit i can find. probably a super spicy noodle packet and drink all of it as punishment but honestly im bad at holding myself to the rules and im scared to quit, of who ill become if i have to face those feelings but whatever. enough is enough. day 1, will keep posting to keep myself accountable