I need the help of a discerning Christian that knows something about demonic posession
I need someone to talk to. I feel rejected by God but know him and know Jesus. I am 99 percent sure I am possessed and that the situation is permanent. I need someone to talk to about this. A saved Christian armed with the truth of the word and preferably someone who has either experienced this or who has experience with demonic and satanic possession. I can't fast anymore. Im caught in wanting to use. I feel very defiant towards God right now. I can't seem to even have a real encouraging thought or anchor myself in faith. My mind is frequently full of blasphemy and I have pursued a relationship with Jesus for years. I know him. I just haven't been obedient and feel hostile towards God. But I know the word. I read it frequently. I go to church and all my friends are saved. I believe Romans 10:9. That all that declare Jesus is Lord and believe that he rose from the dead will be saved. But some of my interactions with him I perceive as negative. I am rebellious and resentful that I am in this predicament. I need help. There is a lot Im leaving out. I know God is good. And I know Jesus is the truth.