u/Due-Story-9

I’m a ex-muslim I’ve been atheist for 5 years and I’m 22 now. I graduated 2 months ago. I told my family about my atheism 3 years ago because I couldn’t keep forcing myself to pray 5 times a day anymore. After high school I insisted on working but my dad is extremely controlling and always opposed it. Every time I went to work he would come home drunk at night accusing me of meeting men or having relationships instead of actually working and this continued for years. Since I left Islam my whole family started hating me. My sister also works but nobody doubts her because she’s Muslim and they trust her unlike me even though I never did anything wrong. Honestly I even hate most men around me because of their mentality.
A while ago I bought a car without telling my dad because when I asked him before he refused. I bought it myself and before that I took driving lessons and got my license. When he found out he got extremely angry and even refused to let me park it at home. He kicked the door so hard trying to get inside that it bent. My dad is also an alcoholic and even though alcohol is illegal here he secretly makes it himself in a small building next to our house. He doesn’t know that I know, one time I followed him, searched the place carefully and took pictures. My mom always defends him and calls me a devil even though he treats her badly too. He constantly accuses her of cheating and doesn’t let her leave the house unless he’s with her. Every day after he leaves she goes to the neighbors’ houses.
Recently my mom overheard me talking on the phone about traveling and told my dad. He took my passport but I know where he keeps it so that’s not really the problem. He even threatened to report me to the police for being atheist because apostasy laws exist here and he has voice recordings of me saying it clearly. Now I’m thinking about reporting him for making alcohol but my brother works in the legal system so I know my dad would probably get out of it anyway. My flight is in January next year so what do you think I should do, stay quiet until I leave or report him?

I’m a ex-muslim I’ve been atheist for 5 years and I’m 22 now. I graduated 2 months ago. I told my family about my atheism 3 years ago because I couldn’t keep forcing myself to pray 5 times a day anymore. After high school I insisted on working but my dad is extremely controlling and always opposed it. Every time I went to work he would come home drunk at night accusing me of meeting men or having relationships instead of actually working and this continued for years. Since I left Islam my whole family started hating me. My sister also works but nobody doubts her because she’s Muslim and they trust her unlike me even though I never did anything wrong. Honestly I even hate most men around me because of their mentality.
A while ago I bought a car without telling my dad because when I asked him before he refused. I bought it myself and before that I took driving lessons and got my license. When he found out he got extremely angry and even refused to let me park it at home. He kicked the door so hard trying to get inside that it bent. My dad is also an alcoholic and even though alcohol is illegal here he secretly makes it himself in a small building next to our house. He doesn’t know that I know, one time I followed him, searched the place carefully and took pictures. My mom always defends him and calls me a devil even though he treats her badly too. He constantly accuses her of cheating and doesn’t let her leave the house unless he’s with her. Every day after he leaves she goes to the neighbors’ houses.
Recently my mom overheard me talking on the phone about traveling and told my dad. He took my passport but I know where he keeps it so that’s not really the problem. He even threatened to report me to the police for being atheist because apostasy laws exist here and he has voice recordings of me saying it clearly. Now I’m thinking about reporting him for making alcohol but my brother works in the legal system so I know my dad would probably get out of it anyway. My flight is in January next year so what do you think I should do, stay quiet until I leave or report him?