u/Due_Attempt7376

I think I might be one of the people who will be permanently affected by a psychotic episode. I don’t think I will ever be the same, and I feel like I will live my life in agony. Ever since these symptoms started (blank mind, no inner monologue, etc.), I was still hopeful—I thought it would pass with the right treatment. But now, 20 months later, I’m still sitting in bed just wasting my life away.

I’ve done everything I could to improve myself. I searched endlessly for months about these symptoms, and I’ve come to the conclusion that there isn’t some hidden or special cure for my case. I’ve tried over and over again—exercise, supplements, medication, lifestyle changes—everything. 0 change.