u/Due_Stomach1012

30F and I’ve never had an irl relationship. I've only ever been in LDR. I'm an aego aroace because the thought of actually being intimate with someone irl makes me feel completely sick and disgusted. I think I only enjoyed LDRs because everything stayed in the imagination, without having to do it irl. Lately, I don't even want LDRs anymore and I now hate the thoughts of having an intimate feelings for someone irl. I'm perfectly happy gaming, watching anime, and reading novels and manhwa. I only ever feel romantic and sexual feelings towards fiction. Like handsome fictional characters and when reading 18+ manhwa/novel contents.