He cheated on his girlfriend with me, lying to me, now I’m depressed
Hi!
Some guy cheated on his girlfriend with me 2 years ago. He told me he was single. It only happened once, I cut every link with him when I learned about his lie.
I was 25 back then, he was 33. He ´s married to his girlfriend he cheating on with me now.
Since I’ve been struggling with invasives thoughts about cheating and I don’t believe in love anymore.
I feel like it’s just a transaction and that mariage is a joke.
I’m terribly afraid I will be cheated on if I get into a relationship.
I feel like everyone around is a liar. I don’t trust men anymore and I feel like I can’t trust myself with who I’m attracted to.
I’m in therapy since 6 months now. I was seriously depressed because of this story when we started.
I feel like we’re making progress but I’m afraid I won’t feel good and secure again in my life ever.
What are your thoughts on that? Any advices ?
Did anyone found happiness in love after something difficult like this ?
Thank you very much !
Sorry for my English, it’s not my first language!