Anhedonia
47M, married with 2 (almost) adult kids. I've just lost interest in doing anything & everything. Used to play a lot of team sports, go drinking with my mates, play golf with my mates. Now I work my backside off Monday-Friday (WFH virtually 100%). Watch my kids sport most of the day on Saturday. Work around the house & do groceries on Sundays. No friends. No sport (am out of shape & last time I played, let my team down with regular errors). No-one to catch up with for dinner, lunch, coffee or a beer. No-one to talk with seriously about how I'm feeling. Introverted & socially anxious (so forcing myself out to meet new people would be very difficult). Honestly don't know what to do. Have thought about ending it all at times (tho don't think I could ever go through with it). It would ease financial pressures for my family.