u/Dylan-War

I’m new here, I’ve been struggling with porn and masturbation since the 3rd grade really. It’s been getting worse and worse throughout the years. Just tonight I made a mistake I can never take back by going into intercourse with a prostitute. The worst part is I also got drunk for the first time (another mistake). I can’t even feel ashamed fully or fully repent because I can’t think straight. I just know I can’t go down this hole, my flesh is dragging me to my death and I know it. I’m begging someone to please see this and help me, I’ve tried fighting it for years but I can’t seem to stop. If anyone sees this can you please dm me or reply to this?