r/NoFapChristians

I have been abstinent / celibate for over 90 days and today feels like day one all over again. I haven’t relapsed but I’m really struggling with temptation and slight depression.

I just want to get to a point where I don't have to deal with as hard of urges as at my peak of fapping, i guess. I want to be able to go to bed, and not feel urges to look at explicit stuff while i am watching asmr. What I am really asking, I guess is, do the strong urges get lighter?

I fell today. It’s being weak and letting the urges get to you that is the problem.

Now, this will be my last post here for a bit. I think it would be a waste of your time and mine if I made a post every time I fall.

That being said, this was a slip up and it kinda happened unexpectedly.

I’m honestly more disappointed and disgusted that I was for my last post.

I hope I don’t get punished for this. I know God isn’t just looking for a reason to punish us. I know.

I’m just afraid. I keep screwing up every time I try to do better.

I’ll see you guys again when I’m a week clean

Lord, forgive me, and please give me the strength to be stronger.

Ngl I’ve started having a lot more urges than I did before, but it looks like I am still standing. I would be grateful if someone could share some advice
Just for the record I am 17 and I didn’t really feel like I gained more energy or that my life has become happier in comparison to before I started sr
Thanks, bye.