r/NoFapChristians

I'm genuinely just so tired of this I hate being a slave to lust but I don't know if I really do hate it cause if I truly did I would've quit a long time ago. I don't understand how I just keep doing it even after the pure shame and guilt. I just do it again and again and again it doesn't make sense everyday I always look at myself of what person I have become. I was so free a long time ago. My best streak without PMO is only 3 days.

Unfortunately, because of porn and lustful thoughts, I have developed an incestual fantasy. I will never act on this fantasy in my personal life, but the thought of it keeps it going to the point where I feel terrible afterwards, which makes me want to get help out of this mess! I apologize for being so repulsive.

I was 30 days clean of no masturbation when yesterday while I was in bed half asleep Sexual thoughts filled my mind and my penis became really erect. I tried pulling my foreskin over the head of my penis so it would be less sensitive as my glands were exposed and that caused me to ejaculate an orgasmed completely and it was a huge amount. I wasn't even stroking, just orgasmed from touching my penis once. Didn't even know this was possible. This is so annoying! I hate how all my progress went down the drain. 

I first watched porn when I was in 3rd grade. I’m not even sure why I got the urge to, I can really remember. I just remember being afraid and ashamed while I did watched it and when I got caught. I’m 19 now, and since then there hasn’t been more than a month in my life where I haven’t masturbated or viewed pornographic material. I feel beyond lost. I present myself as a Christian to others but I know deep down I’m headed away from God. I’ve viewed probably every fantasy you can think of. Family stuff, cheating, any of that sort of thing. It’s caused me to have a lot of insecurity and envy. I’ve been dating my girlfriend since freshman year of high school and she sort of knows. Just not to the extent of it. I can honestly look back on my life and see how much it destroyed it. My grades could have been better, my social life, spiritual life, athletic career. More recently I’ve gotten hooked on Ai porn fantasy. Texting with bots and creating fantasy. It’s completely ruined my life. I originally downloaded this app to feed my addiction, so I thought I would write out everything I’m too afraid to tell someone. If I ever did, I have no doubt that my friends would look at me different and my girlfriend would break up with me. I never cheated with another woman or anything, but my fantasy’s and the way I view other women is horrible. I know this is super long and it’s my first ever post. I just wanted somewhere to write it all down. I know it all starts with Christ, I just can’t seem to ever shake it.

Any tips on how to quit masturbatin? Its something that I’ve done my whole life, even before I knew what sex was, so it isn’t particularly super sexual to me a lot of the time. (when paired with porn it was though of course)

I have absolutely no desires to watch porn all the time but I still struggle with masturbation, which I think could be me struggling to see how its sinful or how it negatively impacts my life (I’m a girl, so it actually doesn’t negatively effect my health as far as I know)

Can anyone help me understand its sinful nature so that I can quit? I’m scared that I’ll return to porn if I don’t kick it which honestly should be reason enough to help me quit, but again, its not even always sexual for me; its typically just relaxing.

I just wanted to put this out here because there currently isn't anyone I can talk about relapsing and it helps me get back up after falling knowing that people (at least on the Internet) have seen me fall. I pray that I will continue to keep getting back up stronger and stronger and that God may have mercy on me.

I keep falling into lust.

I am under 18, started porn a couple years ago, only my mom knows, but she thinks I quit. I can't bear to tell her the truth that I'm still struggling. The most I've made it without porn is maybe a week? I can't even recall. I hate it so much and I want to return to Jesus. My mom is christian and so am I, and I want to quit porn before I get baptized. Ive tried the methods people recommended, asking God to take the lust away, using app blockers, nothing works reliably.

I want so badly to quit but im entirely lost on where to start, so if any of you can help, please do 🙏

Nofap shrinks your dick. Like that old saying goes "Use it or lose it!"

Some guys even take cold showers to stop the normal urge to masturbate. That may work, but taking a cold shower is torture, and shrinks your dick and balls.

Trigger warning: lots of triggering language. I just need to talk about this to someone. Someone on a different sub said it could be a spiritual attack? I’m not familiar just looking for opinions.

So I had a bit of a vivid dream. It was scary how vivid it was. Almost real. I was laying down in pitch black. And then a spot light came on and lit up my crotch. And I felt myself grow hard. Then this blurred or faceless female appeared between my legs and put my member in her chest this female figure was talking to me and sounding like a it was supposed to be the embodiment of porn basically. Just telling me that I can’t run forever. Mind you, the whole time she was doing stuff to me. Like a wet dream in nightmare form. If that’s possible and makes sense. It was a trip

I’d first like to say I have previously had CBT and have spoken with therapists (briefly with only about 5 sessions).

I have bad intrusive thoughts and from CBT have been told I have most likely got OCD. I have been struggling now for almost 10 years and have previously laughed at myself and this helped get rid but now it no longer works.

One of these OCD tendencies, the one which is affecting me most, is that if I don’t jerk off then something bad is going to happen. This has developed over time and has become a problem now. I’d like to stress this is something I do at home only. I can’t keep doing this, it’s really getting to the point where I’m close to giving up.

I have read and done courses on biblical passages regarding masturbation to try and scare me away from it or anything, I’ve tried everything… but every time those thoughts arise that something bad will happen (usually every other day) then I have to do it. I have to stop the thoughts.

Help me. Please.

Hey, I'm a 23 yo guy from Canada. Have been off and on with my relationship with God but lately have been screwing up so much. For years I've watched porn and even slept with people of the same sex (don't try to tell me that there's nothing wrong with that, I have my beliefs from Leviticus 18:22 that make it very clear to me). If anyone wants to chat, and maybe help each other walk closer with God and improve all sorts of things in our lives hit me up! Personally, I'm making it a goal of mine to lose 80lbs and cut out fapping and pornography completely!

I made this new profile because I felt the urges. When I went to search for the usual filth, I found this sub. As a Christian, I think it's a sign to change. A sign to fight back against temptation. I'm going to change...

Boys and girls...

Don't give any excuse at all. I know you're saying yourself that I'll watch it one more time.

But no.

Don't give that excuse.

You don't need to watch porn at all.

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For me the worst is anything inťerracìal related, stuff like black new w0rld oṛder for example.

It is so brutally widespread now and while I know other categories are even more popular most of them tend to be vanilla.

This one not only kills your dopamine like regular porn does but it also humiliates you and makes you see everyday life through a racist world view...

Just came all over my big belly and in my bellybutton too after i decided to scroll on twitter i’m such a pathetic loser

It’s only day 7 but I just feel like counting the days is waste of time.

How do I get the chemicals fapping gives? Obviously without it

New account, dipping my toe in the reddit world but with safeguards as this has been a problem before. I've read that this journey can take 2-5 years, so I'm trying to just take a day at a time and know that it's the journey that matter. I'm just trying to stay disciplined and accountable.

No, it's not lust. No, you're not horny.

You're filling a void. What is it?