I feel like I listen intently. And respond to conversations with intent and even liveliness.. I don't struggle to find words. What I don't understand is later in the day I try to think of what I was talking about and just draw a blank or it's like trying to read through a fuzzy dream. Could this be an anxiety symptom?
I mean will it work out the same muscles groups in the chest as using the bar ?
I flaired as relapse because seriously the last time I had a surreal sexual dream I woke up with my hand on my junk basically masterbaition in my sleep.
Last night I woke up as it was happening and I always have to like throttle it out of my system with my hand if I wake up having a wet dream because at that point I figure I might as well finish the process. It's already happening and I find it extremely uncomfortable and almost painful to wake up while having an orgasm and just lay there without touching it.
So how do I stop these events from happening ? It also reactivates my sex drive and I notice I crave sex more after these events