My ocd is going out of control....
I am having ocd for atleast 2-3 years now I have even once went to a therapist but nothing's working nowadays I automatically have thoughts so bad and disgusting I feel like I am an animal sometimes I even feel like biting the neck of a person who is talking to me and even ripping thier internals organs for me to chew on them it's gotten so bad that one I held a baby and I felt ripping it apart into two pieces..but somehow I am controlling them with a strong will and I am planing on going to foreign country for my treatment