Feeling so low (21)
Hi,
I’m currently deeply depressed and I’m going start therapy when I make money from my new job doing admin for a GP surgery.
I feel so lost.
I have 5 GCSE’s 4-6 and a BTEC in business (Merit) and a computing BTEC (Pass)
I have suffered from depression I’d say about 2020.
I just feel so worthless. I see everyone else going to russel group universities and I’m stuck with no clue what to do. I have tried accounting but I just found it even more depressing. I have also done retail for John Lewis.
I want to work hard and be a respected member of society and live on a comfortable salary. I was thinking about taking a levels online but I wouldn’t know what to choose or what field to go into.
I have very low self esteem which I think comes from bullying in my secondary school.
Has anyone ever been in this type of situation? If so what did you do? I honestly see no light at the end of the tunnel.
Please be kind