My Father ❤️ He passed last month.
My Father passed away about a month ago, he was in his early 50’s. It wasn’t expected, not this soon at least. He was not a known user, ever, but his official cause of death was meth toxicity. I hadn’t talked to him in awhile, and I’m still not sure what happened leading up to his passing. I’m not sure if it was an accident or if he knew this would happen? Did he even know that he took the drug? I wish I was there for him more. I was afraid. Was he scared when he passed? Is he okay now? Why didn’t he call for help? I wish he would have called again or came to moms house before it got to this. I’m his only kiddo, and navigating this has been difficult. I haven’t noticed many signs from him, I’m not sure what to look for. He was so loved, by so many, and I hope he knew that. I hope i’m doing right by him and fulfilling his wishes. I hope he doesn’t hurt anymore and can find peace. Until we meet again, in paradise. 🕊️