r/psychics

my sweetest girl, lucy (15 y.o. toy rat terrier), was diagnosed with stage 3 kidney disease last monday with numbers dangerously close to kidney failure. she did 3 days of fluids treatment at the vet and came home and it seemed like she was doing so much better, especially because when they retested her bloodwork, her numbers had dropped significantly. over the weekend she lost interest in food and we were grasping at straws getting her to eat anything (baby food, boiled chicken, etc.) but nothing stuck. after taking her in for a quality of life assessment yesterday, we knew it was time to set up her appointment to cross the rainbow bridge and be at peace without pain and discomfort. she got so many special treats after the vet had administered a steroid shot and sub-q fluids for her comfort and we cuddled and went a long walk with me holding her and just spent such a special night together last night. she woke me up several times and every time she was seemingly declining further, she could hardly eat or drink, and she couldn’t support herself up. this morning, her breathing was shallow and labored and we knew we had to do it today. she went so peacefully, staring up at me, her mommy, with loving eyes.

i am a wreck. i know i did the right thing at the right moment because i don’t know if she would’ve made it through the weekend but i miss her so much. holding her lifeless body was so foreign and i could tell her soul had moved on to a better place and that it was just her vessel in my arms. i just am seeking comfort in knowing that she knows i tried everything for her and that i loved her beyond comprehension. that i traded her pain for my own and that i’ll think of her until i cross over. will i see her again on the other side?

i’m just sitting in so much discomfort. she was my soul dog, she spent half of my life by my side and i am struggling with my grief now that she’s gone.

I am now 27. My soul dog I've had since I was 15 had to be put down last month. I have so many questions due to the unexpectedness of it all. I've really been struggling with wondering if she thinks I gave up on her. (She had very severe arthritis and began having frequent seizures) Did she make it safely? Does she hate me for letting her go?

The one year anniversary of my grandmother’s is tomorrow, and lately I’ve been grieving her really hard. When I initially got the news, I cried, but after that I felt like I was doing okay. It wasn’t until about a month ago that the grief started hitting me all over again.
I’ve been having really vivid dreams, and my toddler has been mentioning my grandmother a lot lately. One day he was waving toward the door and said he was playing with her, and sometimes he pretends he’s talking to her on the phone. I don’t really know what to make of it, especially with the anniversary coming up.
My grandmother battled cancer for 10 years. She eventually had a stroke, and within a matter of days, things took a turn for the worse. She passed away before she was supposed to be released to come home. Then, the very next day, my dad’s brother passed away. Our family had already experienced so much loss before that, including my grandmother losing her son in a horrible car accident.
I don’t know. I just feel really weird and overwhelmed with grief right now. I keep wondering if my grandma is okay or if maybe she’s trying to reach me somehow. I don’t know what the dreams or the things my toddler has been doing mean, but with the anniversary being tomorrow, everything just feels so much heavier. I really miss her.

Lost my job end of april because I stood up for myself to a coworker talking and sending inappropriate messages about my weight. Management let me go because they said I threatened him in the message I sent to Management. Since then I have felt my life going to shambles and cant seem to get it back on track. My health is going to crap and im trying to get disability or a job before I am homeless.

Im just trying to see if there is any insights as to when I will get back on track and not be homeless as my unemployment is going to run out here really soon. I've done everything I have had to do to try and find a job and try and stay in my apartment. Im just afraid im gonna loose everything I have worked so hard for.