u/Morrigan-Moth

This is Penny. She was 13 when she passed. She's been with our family since my first born and she was our everything.

When I had to put her down, I truly believed I recieved a vision of her happiness in the afterlife and it warmed my heart.

It hasn't been a year yet and the life circumstances surrounding putting her down are now similar again, causing some trauma for me surrounding her brother she left behind, Rufus. He is getting up there in age and Im terrified the same thing will happen again so quickly.

I dont know what I need but if anyone can sense or see or hear anything from my girl, I need it.

We miss you so much Penny.

I've been looking for this photo forever, finally found it.

Back story: Back in the day, I saw their music video, Stressed Out and saw Josh Dun and told my husband, man, he is familiar, I swear I know him.

My husband laughed and said, ya he's famous that's why he's familiar. I was like, nah, I've met him, but from before this.

Turns out, when I was younger, I was apart of this Bible college that sent out recruiting teams to camps all over. I was in the band one as a drummer. We ended up at a camp where we were told they had another band coming so dont worry about it and we only ended up with the camp counselor gig.

The first night, a guy in charge ran up to us and said, this bands tire blew on their trailer, had all the equipment. We need you guys to set up and play until they get here. So we rush to set up, start playing our music and thats when the band arrives.

Afterward they come up, thank us, say how cool it was we did this. The drummer compliments my drumming, I have self-deprecating humor where I say he's probably way better than me. He's super kind and says I did great. He was better, but the rest of the week we all hung out.

We ended up adding each other in facebook and then moved on. Ended up doing a facebook cleanse, got rid of him, fast forward to seeing 21 Pilots on TV.

Didnt know I was hanging out with greatness for a week. It's one of my favorite memories.

Nothing makes me feel better when my squad drops me down to two and we win. Like ya buddy, should have stayed!

That is all.