Im falling out of love with my boyfriend..?
TL;DR : short relationship, where I am questioning if I am falling out of love with my partner.
I 17F recently got my first boyfriend ever 18M, and we have been together for just under two months now. We only spoke together for a bout a month before we got together, so I already felt it was a bit rushed. I am the one that has initiated almost everything in the relationship, and I am the only one that starts conversations.
Lately I have been thinking a lot about the relationship, because I feel like it isn’t going anywhere. I have the gutfeeling that he went in to the relationship thinking it was going to last, while I didn’t think it was going to last for super long. (He has already talked about marriage)
Every time I am alone, I wish I was single, and I constantly picture myself with other freinds seeing that it would work better in a relationship than the one I have with my current boyfriend.
Every time I am at his place or with him, I cuddle with him and show love, because I do love him, I just don’t think that the relationship is going anywhere.
Am I being a dickhead for thinking the way I am, or is it just because I am inexperienced?