u/Early-Reward-5933

I have come to the conclusion that i hate him i hate how my lips contort a smile everytime i think of him i hate how anytime his name lingers in my mind my heart skips a beat cause he was my first everything and the worst is I can’t tell anyone cause they will be in my ear telling me no he wasn’t good for you but that’s the thing when i love i love so deeply that it engulfs me and i end up falling and falling with no safety net (thanks queen ari) i think i do love him but if i say that then am i still at the restaurant when i know he barely acknowledges me or even remembers i existed

have any of you ever painted😭

So I was on the apps and in need of a good session, iykyk, so I found someone and went over to his place, and before we got into it, I asked if he had condoms and lube, which he did, but it got me thinking, as the one receiving, should you always have these in clutch, or should your top have them