What is my ex thinking after all this time and is it sexual
I had a traumatizing young, and we dated for a long time in high school in boarding school, I was his second gf ever. And he said when I came to the school he was like I absolutely have to have her who is she? You know one of those. I went to boarding school to leave a bad situation. I blacked out the relationship entirely bc | was dealing with scary things at home. I was drunk and called him on accident we're both 28 now lol we were 16. He like remembered all these details and was like "how do you not remember any of it" I said idk I had dangerous people after me and I ended up cheating on him and left the school frantically years later never ever talked again he was pissed.
I called him accidentally one night and for months he stays up until like 4am to talk.. not sexually I shut it down. But I kinda low key think about him constantly and I'm worried he's lying or having fantasies
The question is is totally have sex again if he wasn't being creepy honestly be he stayed up all night and never called or texted during the day and I was very vulnerable in active addition still worrying and.
Trying about the same thing I was having when | left him and i explained it but maybe he's got a creepy kink for sad vulnerability girls who they imagine when we were young...
I wanna know what these sexual fantasies are and be Grafton now you have the details what is he sexually or romantic thoughts and fantasies like idk I'm into him again and idk I really want to be with him but I need to know what he's