u/Early_Passion0104

Hey girls I need some advice or tips

I am so lonely and always have been. I don't have close friends and I tend to attract losers and just for a fix of closeness I engage because I just want someone that wants to be around me. Then they dont treat me how I think i should be treated and I chase. How do I break this cycle? I don't want to chase anymore. I really need to see a therapist but I don't have insurance right now. So any other suggestions until I can get to a therapist?