I am really afraid of life
My life has been tough, really tough
I lost my dad when i was 8
I failed an entrance exam thrice and went into severe depression after that
Now i have completed my post grad, still failures haunt me
I am 25 now, life feels hell.
I am just able to pay my home bills and nothing more
I can see people of my age achieving their dream life,got so much of the money, support by thier side
I feel terrified, and just cant sleep the whole night by the thought of failure.
There is no way to die nor there is way to live. It feels like i am standing on something which hurts but i cant even move, i feel helpless.
I dont know how to survive this hell, i think i migh give up but thats not an option
Even after this rant i dont feel ok i am really done with the life and death feels like a precious gift
Thank u for reading 🙏😭