u/East-Basis443

My therapist and psychiatrist finally broke the news to me like a month ago that they thought that I was either psychotic-depression or schizoaffective based on the six months of therapy and drug response. I’ve told all but three people and it’s been used against me like four times, calling me crazy or just using as an excuse to be a piece of shit. Mind you, these are the best and most emotionally mature people I know. I can’t even write how I’m feeling right now because I’m not a particularly strong guy and wouldn’t last a day in prison. I guess I just hope that the people around me know that whatever I do is a natural consequence of their actions, the good and the bad. I guess I just don’t see the point in going on if this continues. (It probably will, most people are awful— sorry not sorry.) The worst is actually when people down play it. I don’t have as much of the “schizo” in schizoaffective as others, but where the fuck do people get off talking to me like they know better than my psychiatrist? The logical conclusion to draw is that most people need to get their face mashed into hamburger but modern society gets in the way of natural selection. Anyways, I hope your day is going better than mine.