u/East_Locksmith_5672

When I say 'in a way I don't want to' i don't mean like anything sexual

God wtf is wrong with me, anyway, I just feel like I don't find my bf attractive anymore and idk why, and now suddenly I find his ex really attractive and it's fucking killing me.

For context I feel like my relationship with my bf is just slipping cuz we 1. Don't see eachother often which means we text alot which gets repetitive 2. He is high maintenance cuz of his mental health which also takes a toll on me.

I'm also questioning the relationship as a whole because he came into my life at a really low point for me so it has me questioning if it was even real to begin with or if I was just really desperate. (I really don't want to feel this way so don't come at me)