u/Eastern-Address555

I don’t ever post on here & I’m never even on this app. Maybe boredom got the best of me but this has been on my mind for a minute.

There’s a guy at my church I’ve had my eye on for a minute but he’s like 15 years older than me (don’t want to give the ages away lol). We barely speak, we’re cool, but he probably just looks at me like a little sister or something. I’ve tried to pray it away, but it seems like it just gets stronger. I am still dealing with lust and abstinence so it could be that but I know I don’t want him in that way.. I want a husband 🥲 lmk how consult God about this & how to officially give it up ? There’s also not many options around me either so he could be the only person I see fit right now idk.