u/Eastern_Bar6461

forbidden you are, forbidden we are,

but who cares anymore! I would rin with you, I'd run to wherever you want, I'd run into fire for you, for us.

and what do they know, how could they? Everyone tries to tarnish what we have they always have. I no longer care what anyone says about me or what they think they know about me. Because you know me. I know me. I know what's important and that's you, let me give you the love you never received let me show you freedom....

I can give you so much, if only you believe and trust that God will catch us and guide us through bc LOVEWINS! don't forget that LOVEWINS..... come with me and live I won't let you fall x I won't take you unless you want to go but x let me show you. This one last time trust your wife and I'll trust you.

after this much time, today i suddenly remembered you, now i do not feel related to you in my mind, you are a foreign thing, funny how something you hold so dear can be something so strange in an instant, i feel like it was some utopian world, but in that world though, i failed you again and again, im sorry for that, im so sorry, you gave me so much i could not do anything of much significance with it, im sorry you gave me so many chances i still failed you, at the end though, you slowly detached from me, i feel like you had given up on me long ago, coz in my mind it feels like it never happened, they say when your environment changes completely you can not relate to the old memories, maybe thats the case, maybe not, but today though, my deep conscious reminded me of you even for a split second, i felt the connection again, and because of that, i reralized that i have failed you i owe you an apology. forgive me.