Like maybe I have an actual mental deep issue that needs to be medicaly adressed, but I just CAN'T make a single good decision, never ever, and it's driving me fucking crazy
I'm (SOMEHOW) at 1700 elo on face-it, (SOMEHOW) 22k premier, but like there's absolutely nothing good about my gameplay,
- my aim is pure luck all the time,
- crosshair placement is "ugh yeah I think it's about here ?"
- counter-strafe is "ugh yeah I think I'm stopped ?"
- HS accuracy is non-existant
- only good thing could be the spray%, but it doesn't fucking matter cause I can't kill shit unless they miss every single bullet of their mag
- my grenades are completly useless all the time,
- my game IQ is negative,
- my entry are just baiting for my mates,
- my clutches are "yeah why not it might work",
- my CT-side is "well let's hope I at least get 50 damage off someone"
- my T-side is "well i'll run in and get some space for the other 4 idiots"
- my comms are trash cause i'm incapable of forming correct sentences when playing
If I play alone, I'll end up dying because of the most stupid move I could do, and if I play with a 5 stack, I'll die because I can't play the fucking game correctly while listening to what people tell me to do.
Training ? Sure, I'm fucking great at prefire maps, refrag, DMs and shit, there zero issue on that.
All the time it's the same fucking shit, maybe I'll win ? surely I'll lose ? oh well let's see what luck has in store for me when I have to make the simplest decision ever