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There’s sincerely nothing worse than having a great day where you feel love radiate from the people around you and you laugh so heartily and genuinely and yet minutes later, feel nothing but emptiness inside. It is so incredibly draining to experience the things people live for and… just not want to live for them. I just feel so broken and I want to love life and experience joy that actually lasts. Feeling such misery and loss just moments after experiencing such joy is almost more painful. I have all of the ingredients for happiness… why can’t I just feel that inside???

Did yall know Discovery Channel has split audio?! Apologies if this has already been discussed or if I’m slow on the uptake, but I just listened to it with one headphone on and noticed — how heavenly 😭💞 I highly recommend giving it a listen with one headphone and then the other. I swear each version has such a different tone!!