What is going on with me? ( Help really )
I had suddenly been interested into psychic vampirism, and I didnt pay much attention to it, but since the idea of vampirism ( not the bloody type dont get me wrong here) but more of a like the feeling of the darkness the power it comes with it , the feeling of sucking a soul out of someone this is what I've been feeling like, this is strangely the second time it happens and it happens specifically when there are triggers...I got a new pair of earrings, and it took me a while to wear them cuz idk the energy bout them I cleansed them many times idk if its the earrings but they have stone in it..so I just started wearing them again recently and also why I am writing this is that weird euphoric feeling returned.
It first happened a month a go and suddenly I started feeling this weird sexual strong drive to suck someone's life out of them to eat up a soul , to kind of not in a bloody way but in a way full of pleasure, and I noticed two things:
-black eyeliner
-black clothes
-the earrings..
today I was washing off my eyeliner n it kind of just melted around my eyes like a rockstar style , and I felt that weird feeling ,
also the song : Dracula ( by Jennie and team impala remix) , I first when it began I just didnt liek it, but suddenly since that incident whenever I listen to the song I feel weird euphoria pleasure It reminds me of my feelings this WEIRD IDK, PLEASE A SPIRITUAL PESPECTIVE SOMEONES HELP IS NEEDED
also dont worry I dont get the urge to harm someone so yep....