I [20F] think that my boyfriend [20M] doesn't find me attractive anymore .
So me [20F] and my boyfriend [20M] have been long distance for about 2 years ,nearly 3 in December were still together .
Now,Before we even started dating Everyone knew I wanted piercings and tattoos,I even used fake ones like septum's and nose rings before,My boyfriend knew this and still got with me,I am an alternative person so looking and expressing myself id really
Important to me although he has never tried to and even said that he wouldn't stop me,but I feel like he kind of is because of his attitude towards things .Lately he's been showing disinterest,the first time being when I explained I wanted snake bite piercings (lip piercings ) ,the day I was going to get them he wasn't going to tell me that he didn't like them and that he found them unattractive ,I found out my pestering him about why he was acting weird and he told me that he didn't like the piercings and would view me as unattractive ,I was angry because he wasn't going to tell me until after I got the piercings and then he would of left me.i was heartbroken but we spoke and we discussed that I wouldn't get them.Recently ,a few days ago ,I changed my nose ring jewellery to a 5MM black spike,before then I noticed that our FaceTime calls before bed got shorter and that he wouldn't look at me,I deduced this as him being tired of stressed for his exams coming up for uni.One night I messaged him"i might be wrong about his but I noticed that our FaceTime calls are shorter and that you don't look at me,do you still find me attractive?".he replied with "somewhat" so I got upset,I called him out on it and how it made me feel even more insecure then I already was ,I just got my confidence back to showing my full face on FaceTime from previous incident of ours but we argued .He values his preferences more then how they effect me,he's not the best at communicating but he didn't unsure why it hurt me,I got so upset and he kept apologising but I can't forgive him but I love him and don't know what to do.
TLDR: All I'm trying to say is that he disrespected me and that he made me even more heavily insecure .
Should I forgive him?
How do I proceed, I still love him very much and my sister thinks I should consider this relationship