Ive been trough a lot in my life but im unable to actually talk about it in detail
A part of me wants to share my pain because i want to find support and beloning...(im venus cancer house 8 and chiron cancer house 8) but i guess because of all my scorpio placements : ascendant moon and pluto in house 12 i feel like i cant to it.
I just dont really trust other ppl and growing up my emotions didnt really matter or they where difficult or dramatic ect acoarding to my mother. So im used to ppl not actually caring whats going on with me on a deeper level. So when i actually try to open up about the grieve im in right now i csnt actually sume up my life story the events like its a chronological story. Some ppl who overcame a bg problem just can some it up and they tell theor syory quitw often. I cant. Yet i want to express it and i want to make sense of my life story so fsr. Im actually consicering writhing instead of talking a lot about it with other people. Can any body relate? How do you find emotional support and how important is it to you?