Flying off the handle. No filter. Help.
I’m just……on a truth rampage and no one is safe. I feel like I don’t recognize myself, and yet- I feel like I’m finally authentically MYSELF and fed up with being nice. Being polite. Not saying what needs to be said. Letting people cut in front of me so to speak. But it’s starting to become a freaking problem and I feel a little out of control and embarrassed. But also simultaneously don’t give a f*ck?
Honestly feel horrified, but only because…I’m supposed to be laid back and accommodating, and smiling. When I’m not, it bothers people. Like I don’t want people to feel bad, I’m not being mean or rude, I’m just not being…serene?
Could use some validation but probably a wake up call as well? Anyone been here? How did you cope? Did you get back on track or did you step into a version of you that’s done with bullsh*t big and small?