Me 25f and bf 25m saving ourself for marriage, causing a lot of friction
me and my bf (both 25) are saving ourselves due to religious views. well, this matters to us deeply, but thats not to say we don't fool around...
we were making out, and i was on top of him, and well recently, i was noticing that everything we did was kind of coming from me - he would initiate making out, but i would touch him (on top of his pants)
he wouldn't touch me, and well he would have a good time, and it would stop there.
i just feel so dumb, because i feel like i'm giving, making him feel good, and its not reciprocated or he stops because he says he feels like hes disrespecting me - even when i explicitly tell him i want him to touch me.
so yea, just sucks. and i can't make it a fight bc technically, hes doing the right thing. and he's so sweet. but it sucks. And I’m scared that once we’re married, it will follow a similar pattern where I take care of his needs and he’s not as willing to take care of mine. How do I approach this?