Love and hope to the moon
I just want you do know that you truly do mean the world to me. I hold love so deep for you that it's undescribable. You have always been my safe, haven. You might not think this, but I look up to you a lot.I look for your guidance.I ask what would she do. You have a power within yourself that if you put your mind to anything , you will exceed well beyond anyone's expectations. I wish you would stop second-guessing the love that I have for you and that you're the only one I want to grow old with. There isn't one thing about you that i don't like or that disappoints me. You are perfect in my eyes.You're the most beautiful and sexy woman.I've ever seen or that i've ever been with. You're a bit crazy and a little bit of a whack job like me, LOL we match each other's crazy perfectly guaranteed , we would be on the same short bus going to the looney bin. You have had so many struggles. And heartbreaking events that have happened to you in your life that I know of. I also know that you've never been treated right in a relationship.Even I myself didn't treat you right when I was with you. Which I don't understand why you gotta see a little bit of it here and there. There's a lot of regrets that I live with that i did to you and that caused you great pain. And if 1 day we start walking the same path. I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you.Treating me right and how you should be treated like a queen. You might not believe it, and it might take time and just not talk. I truly do hate this place and I hate where we are at this moment. I don't know what your reasonings are right now for staying silent.But I respect it because they are your reasoning. But I do feel you are here i feel that you write me and you're going through just as much pain, as I am, you're going through ups and Downs. And probably so tired of the pain, but you can't let go cause you love deep too. We've always had this connection. I know you can feel it, and everybody around us can feel it when we're together. Just like the last time we saw each other.Even though it was just one time you felt like home and I know that I felt like home to you because you opened up to me. And the look in your eyes looked like you were scared but happy at the same time. I don't know where the path is going to lead us.I do know one thing you've always been my end game i don't care what anybody else thinks you know that. Let everyone have their doubts about us. We've always been the people to prove people wrong. I know that people change and I know that people do things wrong throughout their life. It's they learn from it. And we both caused each other pain, and we both did things that we regret i don't live in the past.I wanna live for the future.I wanna build a future with you. I also believe that you can let things go too. It doesn't mean that things didn't happen. It's just that we've learned from them , and we're better in ourselves , from the experience and not to do them again. All I can do is hope and wish then I get to wake up every morning with you beside me. One thing I want you to know is I truly don't know who you are on here i thought I did at 1 point, but I deleted that account and lost all the messages and who you were. I don't do very good with reading in between the lines. A lot of things go over my head. And people have played with my mind and thinking that it was you that I was talking to. And so many people have the same love story as we do. So unless you put something that specifically, I would only know I don't know it's a 100%, you that is why I say something about the moon , because that is our saying , I love you to the moon and back and i will always i haven't given up on you And you will always be my end game when you're ready , I know you'll find me but there's always this feeling in the back of my mind that you've let go all ready that you no longer feel the same way about me that you let the pain take over and given up. I haven't given up on you yet and I never will. You always have a part of my mind and a big part of my heart. I just hope that i don't have to hide it and put it in a deep dark corner inside of me.I hope I get to share it with you
Jm ♡ HB