I’m dreaming ALOT after years of not dreaming but had two weird ones today
For the last few months I’ve began dreaming again, I haven’t ever really been someone to have or remember dreams very often since I was 18, today I had what felt like important dreams.
I know nothing of if dreams are important or how to decipher them, nor do I know anything about Lilith. I have been trying to get into astrology and spirituality again the last 3 months, they used to peak my interest but I never followed it until recently. All I know about Lilith is she’s a possible goddess of dark feminine energy and a placement in our natal charts.
I woke up this morning feeling like I was directly telling myself something in my dream, I only remember the very end and I was talking to my ex who had a yearning vibe but I’m not interested. I said to him “whichever way the pendulum swings” (I’ve never heard this before. Then like in a tv series, I turn to “myself” like a camera and start smirking and repeating it, like a chant until I woke up.
Just now I had this dream in a nap of trying to cross this giant bridge, the weather sucked, it was danger and very high and frightening. It was a whole ordeal to cross but suddenly I get to where my dad’s truck is abandoned (I don’t talk to my dad). I was waiting for him to come back but the bridge kept getting gaping holes and falling apart, I tried jumping in but it had this weird doorway that was too small and as I was halfway in it started rolling over the broken bridge. I was so terrified but collected myself and confidently used the wheel to cross. I got home to a bunch of people and said “I did it! It was so hard but I did it by myself. I’m ready to work with Lilith now and channel her”.
I’ve not had an interest in my waking life to research her, I don’t understand what working with her means. Should I be looking into finding meaning behind these two dreams? I feel called to but also hesitant to just start going down a rabbit hole of working with something I know nothing about.