i'm just so tired of not knowing what's hurting me
I was diagnosed with celiac about two years ago and have never been very reactive immediately. Therefore, whenever I suddenly feel dead tired, depressed, weak, and tests show a TTG spike, I have no idea what the cause was. This has happened a couple of times in the last couple of years, and it's always a matter of cutting out absolutely everything packaged and starting completely from scratch. I though I was on a good trajectory since the last spike, but now I feel like shit again and can't ignore it. I scheduled another blood test today, but I'm my fucking wits end. I know that this disease isn't my fault, but it's hard not to feel like I've failed when I'm the only one feeding myself.
I know I'll feel better again, but am dreading needing to prep unseasoned chicken and potatoes while half-asleep and miserable to get there. I'm angry and want to go back to sleep until it's all over.