u/Effective-Muffin5511

I (21f) have recently lost around 40 lbs over the last year or so and I still have around 20 more lbs to loose to be considered a normal/healthy weight. This summer I got a job working as a camp counselor at an all girls summer camp. The camp and other camp counselor forums I’ve looked at all emphasize how sensitive of a topic eating is especially in an environment where all the young girls are away from home and left to their own devices with meals and eating. I’ve seen hundreds of stories about how the girls will often be in an unspoken competition of who can eat less and the younger girls especially just wanting to copy the older ones. I’m worried that my very strict regimen/diet will be obvious to the girls and I don’t want to negatively influence them in any way. I also don’t want to loose my years worth of progress by completely “letting go” over the 3 months I’ll be gone. My diet is pretty strict and monitored by a nutritionist as I struggle with binge eating but the girls obviously won’t know any of that; all they’ll see is a counselor eating salads and oatmeal and possibly thinking that’s why they should do to. Maybe I’m thinking too much into the but I was definitely influenced by the eating culture when I attended camp as a little girl I just want to model safe and healthy habits for my girls while not undoing my progress. Any advice on how to navigate this? Thank you!