I put bad stuff in quotes as it might not be super bad but just annoying to others but I'll get these strong urges to just cause 'chaos' (mostly online, trolling/messing with people, etc). I can feel the urge all in my body and it honestly sucks, and once I do start the adrenaline kicks in and I start just being more annoying. Wanting to know if anyone else deals with this and if there's healthier alternatives
Hope there's no issue asking here, title says it all. The more obscure/unknown the better.
Also really enjoy those masked killers but they clearly just throw something quick/cheap on them, even if it's just a simple ski mask.
Thank you
I'm not sure how to correctly word the title but it feels like when people do stuff worse than me they get forgiven easily, but if I do anything it's like I'm this awful person? I'm not saying I'm some saint either and if I really am this awful person I wish they could just tell me what I did.
For me boredom feels like it physically hurts. I don't have many friends, I try to keep to myself (for my own sanity). I do have hobbies but even then it doesn't feel like enough unless I'm totally locked in.
When I was younger and not improving or helping myself, I had so many friends, things were exciting but now it's just nothing since I've been working on myself. I'm not saying I'm against helping myself and I know the peace just feels uncomfortable but the boredom is the thing that gets me.