Dealing with homophobic fam
Somewhere in the middle of last year (2025) I realized that I'm bisexual. I cried for days, because I am NOT against lgbtq+,but my entire family is and I'm still young and live with them I know I need to come out eventually, but how could I possibly do that. I have constant arguments with my grandma (mom's side) whom I love more than life. She is homophobic. And every time I have these argument with her I get angry, but more sad and upset with myself, with her and with society and weird beliefs. I believe in God too, very strong believer (catholic), but I've never heard him say that lgbtq+ is a bad thing. And after I lay my argumentsand what I have to say then I gotta hear her wish death and all that shit to innocent people and she doesn't even know that what she is saying about them she is also saying about me, I love her to death.
If anyone can please help me with ideas on what to do.
Love y'all, XOXO 💋💋💋