Will it get easier overtime?
Got my diagnosis 8 months ago. The person who gave it to me wasn’t aware of his situation (or at least that was what he told me) after my doctor’s appointment I told him about my diagnosis. He said he’d never had any symptoms so he didn’t believe he had it in a very defensive manner. I told him that I couldn’t keep seeing him since he didn’t empathize with me at all in that situation. That’s when he flipped out. He told me I was no wife material and all the women he met online were undercover sl**ts just like me. I thought my life was over that day. It was a different kind of pain that I have never felt before. It’s been 8 months then and I get cold sores every month during/before my period. I am not on antivirals but I guess I will have to take them to see if they help at all. I have never been on a date since my diagnosis. When I read people who can date others it truly gives me hope but I’m still not there yet. I used to be a very joyful and sexual person and I really miss who I was before this.