u/Efficient-Wave9

Its been 5 months. i miss her so much. so much. i want her so bad. i feel 15 again, this is the worst heart break ive ever had, i thought we were going to get married. Man this hurts so bad, i just want her to want me and come crawling back. but its properly for the best she doesn't because id cave immediately. No amount of money, women, or trips can take this feeling away. I've been with so many women, spent so much money, nothing takes the feeling away of me wanting to reach out. I'm so angry, I'm so sad, i'm so hurt.